went for an interview today.. for a position in one of the outlet at the new terminal 3. position name is very nice, customer service representative. but actually is sales assistant.. just chim name, but actually is just a nice cover..

basic plus the various allowance and commission, the figure looks not bad.. shift work and the best part, no 24hrs! which means i still get to party! heh..

but i'm contemplating for another job. should i go and try my luck? or should i just wait and see for this job?

the prospects for the other job is pretty good. sure to boost my resume up if i were to work again. hmmmm..

1 day to make a decision..

it's a move that might change my whole future..

ok.. let's see..

biz stats was alrite, biz comm was so-so. biz maths and financial accounting, have no idea about the paper. cause i didn't go for the paper! HA!

saw no point in going down for the paper, knowing that i will flunk it. and i have already decided to stop studying in SIM. the management is FUCKED UP! seriously very very FUCKED UP.

handle 1 appeal against CA, and the outcome will only be known after exams. lost my scripts for CA, and gave me an F grade for it. do things are so slow, but 2 things they do is really very fast. termination of studies and collection of fees. WOAH!

even ngee ann doesn't send out the letter of termination that fast.. exams haven't even finish, i already got the letter of termination. -salute- handle appeals so slow, termination and collect fees yet so fast. -tsktsk-

so yeah, another chapter in life, closed.

had a talk with my bro earlier on. i find myself pretty much a failure.. reason being, i can't even complete a diploma properly. 2 schools, 4years of my time, yet still no complete diploma.

my bro asked me, think deep and think hard, why is it so? i told him, i have no motivations, and no goals. i have no goals in life.

he told me that explains why i have no motivation.. no goals in life usually means no drive to do something. no drive means no motivations. and seeing me changing, he deduce it to the people that i hang around with.

with regards to that, i have to agree. hanging around andrew, has really changed me quite alot for the worse. a man of his age, with a thriving business, need no worries about education. his spending power is WOW! i can't follow that for sure, with my qualifications and state now.

that has awaken me, seriously. i can't go on living life like that, being happy go lucky. i can't depend on my mum forever. i'm already 21, an adult. it's time for me to think hard, and do some serious planning before taking the next step. i have no more time for me to waste anymore.

i have alot of wants, but none of them are needs. i do not have the financial capabilities to sustain my spendings at this point in time. only when i have the financial capabilities, then i can think about spending money on things that i want. and to increase my financial capabilities, i have to find a job and start working. without a job, i'm comparable to a good for nothing.

i have sent out resumes to several companies, and hopefully i will get employed soon.

hmmmmm... let's see what the stupid management at SIM did to me..

1st, they barred me from exams. reason being attendance was too low.

2nd, they allegedly lost my maths assignment. it couldn't be an F grade for maths at all.

3rd, they are SO efficient in sending me letter of termination. do appeal so slow, yet the termination is so FAST! ironic.. tsktsk!

so yes, they barred me, of course i would appeal. they notify me of the debarment on late wednesday afternoon. i notify them on thursday that i will be submitting doctor's medical note to them on friday. after submitting, they told me they don't accept medical note.

so i screwed them up, reason being i have a medical problem(sensitive stomach), and they barred me for exams. if they barred me if i have no valid reasons for my absences, i'm fine with it. but i have valid reasons.

and the best part of all, i tried to see the manager on friday afternoon, she told me whether i made any appointment. obviously not. so she said she couldn't see me, stating that she got meetings to rush to. so we spoke over the intercom for good 10mins, and i insisted on her to come out and talk face to face, she told me she's rushing off for meeting AGAIN. i shoot her back in the face, you told me that 10mins ago and you are still on the phone with me now. HAHA!

so she asked me to write in via email if i got anything more. i told her i'm not writing in, my paper starts on monday, now is friday afternoon. tomorrow's saturday and you guys are working half day, when can i get an answer from you guys.

and she told me, if you wan, you can wait for me when i finish the meeting, which is at 1730hrs. -.- got shoot by me again, i no need to study for papers la.. kaoz! stupid sia!

and this morning, my buggings at the management finally paid off. HAHAHA!! it shows that constant bugging with skills(though sometimes reasons are invalid), DOES PAYS OFF! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

but then again, i've decided. it's the last sem for me in SIM. no more.. this is totally bullshit. i think i shall start on my career and back in school couple of years down the road.. i might be an old bird by then, but still, better late than never..

project C is for CQB. and what is CQB? CQB stands for close-quarter battle.

yeap, taking the course right now.. get to be like a SWAT operator.. =P

exams are coming in 2weeks.. and the notes are staring back at me.. they know me, but i dunno them! DIE MAN!! but fortunately, i have started my preparations..

step number 1. read through the lecture notes to catch up on what i've missed out.
step number 2. practice the questions that i dun understand.
step number 3. practice doing the past sem exam papers.
step number 4. practice somemore.
step number 5. burn the notes and mix with water, 1 night before the papers. WAHAHAHA!!

okok, step 5 is just kidding! =P

shall seek solace in kallang mac soon!

yes, back for another updates..

life was pretty bad this couple of weeks.. got screwed big time by my project-mates at the last minute.. well done.. imagine staying up till 7am for 2 nights in a row to rush finish the report for them, and they didn't print it out for submission. and presentation for the report, they can leave me out of it..

yah, and now i'm pretty screwed by the management. if they don't take in my appeal for the module, i'm seriously gonna screw the management up big time.

and bad things do come in a row.. gotten a parking ticket while at boat quay. no lots for me to park, so just parked next to the parking lot. not obstructing anything at all, but gotten 1 ticket. 70bucks gone like that. crap.

and my line got terminated. well done.. i just didn't make payment for 1 month, and when i asked you to do a re-contract for the line to get a free phone, you pushed around saying you weren't free. well done. now i got a phone that's pretty useless. can't call, can't sms. just use it for mp3 and radio. tsktsk...

i see a big hill of bad debts for me to clear.. think really need to sell backside already, unless i strike 4d or what..

farked... want to go out also cannot go out liao.. this month farking tight.. think can buy bread and eat everyday liao.. =((