ok.. birthday is coming soon.. so here's my wishlist!!! i know you guys are reading... hehe...

1. Ipod Nano. 2gb, 4gb anything also can.. i wan the red one!!

2. Sony Ericsson K800i/K810i, Black is so cool...

3. Oakley Radar shades. White Chrome Frame with Path Blue Iridium Lense.

4. AlpineStars Tech 8 Motocross boots.. Size 9, all black..

THANK YOU ALL!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

please please please... fulfill my wishlist ok?? no need fulfill all, got fulfill 1 or 2 i already very happy!! wahahahahahahaha!!!!

oh my oh my... went down to the workshop to see my bike.. sad man, have to change the bloody piston.. -.-||| dunno gonna spend how much again.. haiz..

think mother gonna flip when she hear the bill.. -smacks forehead- this bike cannot sell already, must keep for life.. spend so much already on the bike already.. zzz...

let's see whatelse needs to be paid for the bike..

1. piston + service
2. nickel-plating
3. meter
4. fuel tank lock
5. kickstarter

wah siong! basket, get 1 bike so many things to service.. worse than bicycle.. dun even know got kenna carrot anot.. hahaha..

die liao la.. next month really can eat grass lo.. anyone wanna join me together enjoy the grass? =X

oh fuck-tard.. just got my bike for less than 3 days, and shits happens.. NONO, i didn't crash, but some bastard on my block sabotaged my bike..

threw some sugar(yes, those kind you use for coffee) into my fuel tank, and now my piston seized. FUCK! fiddled with my bike switches, yanked my throttle cable.. WELL DONE!

now i have to change the piston AGAIN! i haven't even finished running-in the engine, and i have to change the whole piston.. hopefully i dun have to change the engine block, if not it's fucking hell for your KRR!

may you buang jialat jialat!!

woot! after a week of quarrels, fights and stuffs, i got the $$$ for my bike! HAHA!!! as what some says, hard against hard isn't going to work, how true! nag nag nag at her is the way to go.. hehe..

nagging about the '1k' deposit i made for the bike.. nag nag nag.. 2 days in a row.. and i got my $$$ for the bike!

and so, went to cash the cheque to get the money.. cold hard cash.. after which went to take a look at my bike at the workshop, settled the payment and stuffs.. got my oakley goggles as well. looks too cool man..

now, think i shall get a 661 helmet.. tempting.. very tempting..

will my bike be out on thursday? or will it be out on friday? -ponders-

ok, today's the last straw... 3 days in a row, all about bike.. why is she just so stubborn? can't she just see a bike as a mode of transportation?

does riding a bike means you have a death sentence?
does riding a bike means you will die soon?
does riding a bike means you will not study as hard?

come on! this is the year 2007, not 1977.. FAINT!

i already given up my room, much to my reluctance, what more does she wants from me? my personal space, i have already given up.. what else does she want?

i already have no privacy, with you digging through all my stuffs, taking things without permission.. i still can take that to a certain extent, but now you are just ripping me off, leaving me with no more room to step back!

all just because of MONEY, you can do this to me.. well done.. WELL DONE! haven't we been surviving for the past 3years, renting out 2 rooms.. why must the sudden change to rent out my room as well? BITCH!

you never ever supported me in whatever i do.. never did you supported me in NPCC, neither in archery, nor cycling.. fine.. i cut down on my involvement in NPCC, stopped doing archery, and cut down alot on cycling till my fitness is so bloody UNFIT!

i have already tried to give in, but this is what i get.. i really wish you go malaysia and stay.. leave me just alone in singapore, let me do whatever i want.

if my time on earth is up, and buddha or GOD wants me to go, i will have to go, one way or another.. need not be riding bike on the road. i can just choke to death while eating dinner, get knocked down by a motherfucker while crossing the road, slip and fall while taking a shower, lift cabin cable snap while in the lift, etc etc..

BOTTOM LINE, LIFE IS SHORT, IF YOU HAVE TO GO, YOU WILL HAVE TO GO. NO WAY TO CHANGE THAT FATE..

dropped the bombshell on my mum, and guess what? the bomb exploded!

yeap, told her i wanna buy a bike and get a personal loan from her in black and white, and she flipped! created a big hooha at the shop with my 'boss'. something i'm also blur about the relationship between me and andrew. is he my boss or my friend? hahaha..

so yah, deposit made, balance still not cleared. insurance not yet bought. how to out the bike? headache!

on a lighter note, you contacted me yesterday.. finally i hear something from you.. i'm so relieved..

training for competition tomorrow.. evening at ngee ann.. SIANZ! but i get to cheerlead again!! yeah yeah!

yet another day have passed.. yet another day of you in there.. i dunno why, but i'm missing your presence.. i miss chatting with you, either online or on sms..

because of some issues, quarrelled with my mum last night.

and my bike, i have no $$$ to make full payment for the bike at all. all because of my mum. i shall ask her to loan me, afterall, deposit have been made, either she let me have the bike, or i foreit my deposit.. at the very least, if i have the bike, my loss wouldn't be that much at the very end of the day..

should i go down and visit you tomorrow? should i, or should i not?

finally i located you.. your exact location.. but what can i do? i can't go down and visit you, as much as i wish to..

i just wanna tell you that, i have never betrayed your trust for me.. i never disclosed your blog add to anyone at all. juv knew about it, because i told her to read ace's blog.. i gave her a direct link, not thru your blog. haiz..

i just wanna make sure you get well soon.. as much as i want to get my bike out as soon as possible, but it's kinda pointless, you wouldn't be around to ride with me, for the time being that is..

went out clubbing 2 nights in a week, wallet is feeling real weak already. but what to do, i try to drown myself in alcohol, but i can't do it.. every other moment, i will think about you. i want to see you, but i can't. i want to share your pain, but i can't. i know how it is like to be in the hosp, recovering from an operation.. i have been there, done that..

i want you to get well real soon. i wan to see you back riding on the road soon.. i dun wan to lose you.. not you, not anyone else..

haiz.. things just have to happen.. just as what i have thought, the worst have happened.. you got into an accident..

you aren't the kind to suddenly go missing without saying anything.. for the fact that i haven't known you for very long, but more or less i know you wouldn't do that.. days passes by, without any contacts from you, i already prayed for the worst..

1 week have passed, still no contact from you at all.. i have no idea why your sis have to flare up at me. is it wrong for me to show care and concern to a friend of mine? is it wrong to let our group of friends know? you have friends who care about you.. why your sis have to flare up at me? but this isn't important at all.

more important is that you get well soon.. i know you wouldn't be reading this entry at all, but still, i just wanna tell you to have a speedy recovery..